February 2012
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Can someone give me words of encouragement?
Can someone help me out? anyone? i need help.
can you please tell me that everything is going to be okay?
that im not always going to be like this? that im going to turn out fine. that im going to get a job. pursue a career i love. and make people around me proud?
because right now, i feel so unsure.
im scared. i feel like things are moving. time is passing. yet im still stuck in the same pit...
Who will speak for me?
No one. No one can testify otherwise. I am incompetent, inadequate, incapable. Far too imperfect to be part of the norm. Just not good enough. Unacceptable. Unacceptable.
Im just stuck here. I feel like im stuck here forever.
can some one vouch for me? no, no one can vouch for me.
things are flowing. time is passing by. and i am still here.
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January 2012
15 posts
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Made my own mocha with instant Taster’s Choice and Nesquick.
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Young, Black, and Frisked by the N.Y.P.D. →
“WHEN I was 14, my mother told me not to panic if a police officer stopped me. And she cautioned me to carry ID and never run away from the police or I could be shot. In the nine years since my mother gave me this advice, I have had numerous occasions to consider her wisdom.”
“For young people in my neighborhood, getting stopped and frisked is a rite of passage. We expect the...
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I am not at peace.
Insomnia, nightmare, night sweat, nausea, and even vomit.
Heart rate through the roof.
Pale palette.
Shaking, tingling, sweating.
My typical morning every fucking day
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좋아하는걸 해주는것 보단 싫어하는걸 안할 때 믿음이 생기는 법입니다.
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Romance.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be in love with someone who understands my very core and who touches every speck of my soul. Who has a parallel philosophy on art, politics, morals, nature… life. Whose soul was meant to mate with mine.
I would fearlessly throw out the pool of galaxy within me—philosophies, conspiracies, and dish on religion, and angry outbursts over human...
New Years Resolution, ver. 2012
Work out 3 times a week. No time limit.
Floss every day.
Read 40 pages each week outside of textbooks/blogs/internet. (~hr)
Do more art.
Try to eat a balanced meal 3 times a day
Bake more for those around me. aka my boyfriend.
December 2011
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30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself →
I realized that I don’t like people…. because most are not as fun as I am—I mean I hate the unfair exchange of fun-ness. That’s why I don’t like hanging out with them except for a select few, who are actually fun.
Honorable mentions:
Richard Bae Gong
My family - Kathy & Richard, Mom, Dad
Lute Yang
Cyndee Hong
Sharon Jiang
Yena Kim
Jina Choi
Christine...
The spell came over me again. I hate myself so much. And I can’t stop crying.
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The Awakening
An indescribable oppression, which seemed to generate in some unfamiliar part of her consciousness, filled her whole being with a vague anguish. It was like a shadow, like a mist passing across her soul’s summer day. It was strange and unfamiliar; it was a mood. The mostquitoes made merry over her, bitng her firm round arms and nipping at her bare insteps.
The little stinging, buzzing imps...
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What I hate about being a girl:
Periods
Period cramps
Sore tits
Mood swings
Picking out outfits for the day
Styling hair after showering
Having a hard time running cause of your tits
Making sure you don’t get pregnant
Carrying the baby
Being called a bitch, whore, hoe for no apparent reason
Make sure you don’t get raped
Having pedophiles hit on you
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“All men fear death. It’s a natural fear that consumes us all. We fear...”
– Earnest Hemingway in Midnight in Paris
“The artist’s job is not to succumb to despair but to find an antidote for...”
– Woody Allen
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quotes inspired by Midnight in Paris
if you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as a young man, then wherever you go for the rest of your life it stays with you, for Paris is a moveable feast. ernest hemingway everybody knows if you are too careful you are so occupied in being careful that you are sure to stumble over something. gertrude stein genius is the ability to put into effect what is on your mind. f. scott fitzgerald...
"A Girl looks 10x better with wet hair." →
Those “Girls”:
Me with wet hair:
…..So true..
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im slowly going insane.
i preapologize to everyone i see today.
in my mind.
of course.
November 2011
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What a strange illusion it is to suppose that...
All that glisters is not gold;
Often have you heard that told:
Many a man his life hath sold
But my outside to behold:
Gilded tombs do worms enfold.
Had you been as wise as bold,
Young in limbs, in judgement old
Your answer had not been inscroll’d
Fare you well, your suit is cold.
My Urban Studies midterm #2
Before the exam:
During the exam:
After the exam:
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I can do it!!!!
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