December 2010
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The thing about life is that one day you will be...
no im not saying this to depress.
im reminding you to live it up. to repress you.
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i don't want to go back to school.......
as sad as this sounds, i don’t have the confidence to take on the workload. the hope that i’ll do well. or the drive to push forward. everything is just depressing. the future is bleak. my center cannot hold.
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“There is a pleasure sure
In being mad, which none but madmen know.”
– John Dryden, English writer
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“I have to think about how many kids are watching Jon Stewart right now and...”
– —Professor Robert Thompson in this NYT news analysis about Jon Stewart: In ‘Daily Show’ Role on 9/11 Bill, Echoes of Murrow
Let’s hope.
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“Unhealthy?
Yes. Yes, it is. So is drowning yourself in Red Bull and soda,...”
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Merry Christmas
I‘ve never kissed anyone on New Years, or Christmas. I was always single. And now that I have a bf, fate decides to screw up my life and separate me from him. What am I supposed to say in a situation like this? NBD?—Yeah I suppose.
Actually no. It IS a big deal! What if I don’t get to kiss next year too? I wish he was with me.
…Well, it is still the happiest time of the...
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When you say “I’m sorry” do you mean that you won’t do it again, or that I’ll just have to get used to this?
jolie laide to boratheexplorer
it was lame. and i dont even speak french.
boratheexplorer fits me better, b/c i do explore things.
yup. so don’t unfollow me, my 130 followers :)
Demographics
i feel like as im getting older, i get more guy friends than girlfriends.
Of course, my closest ones havent changed - back at school, but besides them, everyone else i hang out with are… guys. if someone were to ask me to name my close friends, ill just list lke 5 close grlfrends and the rest would be guys— like 20 other. all i hang out with are guys too… is this the college...
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fem1
Me: My "aye" key doesnt work. the letter that comes after h. the key is screwed up. cant type 1t.
fem1: something is always wrong with you. how does Bae survive? poor kid don't kill him. l like him. he watches soccer.
Me: ....... wow. guys. so simple.
fem1: Lmao He watches good stuff and plays good games so hes a good guy.
Me: ......
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“may the tide
that is entering even now
the lip of our understanding
carry you...”
– Lucille Clifton in “Blessing the Boats”
stream of fckng consciousness
i feel guilty. all the time. on everything. on things i should have done, should be doing, should do but isn’t doing… my depressing thoughts, depressed state, for being sad around people. because you see sadness is contagious and i dont want to make anyone sad (that would make me even sadder) so i like keepng it all to myself. … guilty. always guilty…. even when reaching...
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When I get sad, I stop being sad and be awesome...
This too…..
sighhhh life
ugh. ugh.
ugh is such an ughly sound.
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sigh unhappy thoughts go away
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Damn, like oh my sweet Jesus in heaven.
I look so good when I wear these high heels
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I got a new 3-subject fivestar notebook, a pair of...
Brand new notebooks and favorite fine points put me in a very Excited place. Ah, glorious Excitement…
…The Excitement to accomplish something! This jittery jelly in my belly, fluttering butterflies in my guttery, a feeling so nostalgic almost foreign to my substance. I only hope that it’s spared until tomorrow afternoon when I wake up.
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ugh
whatever…………………………………………
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1~A(n) (ethe)real kind of love
He counted a constellation of moles on her right arm
And wondered how many stars it takes to create a man in the sky,
And if stars were just memories of a million light years ago
How come they were a million degrees hotter than the surface of the earth.
When his left arm grazed hers accidentally
And he felt a billion volts of static poised between them
(Electric, and otherwise),
He...
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Christmas gift for boyfriend?
Check. Bought a perfect one with the help of Sunshine Choi (my new sister), Yayyna, and Tapioka Jon.
I know he’s gonna like it. It’s a black beaut.
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Orbital love
He counted a constellation of moles on her right arm
And wondered how many stars it takes to create a man in the saky
And if stars were just memories of a million light years ago
How come they were a million degrees hotter than the surface of the earth.
When his left arm grazed hers accidentally,
And he felt a billion volts of static poised between them
(Electric, and otherwise)
He thought...
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I just tainted the innocence of my two...
For shame! I am surely going to hell for this.
No, no I was just being a good role model!//Oh please, you are just one of Satan’s minions performing his tasks//That’s not true! I’m just giving good advices// Excuses won’t absolve your sin, prepare to die!
AAAAH.
drill drill drill drildilrldilriflidlrildridlril
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Anonymous asked: Don't ever change your domain again! It's hard to track you down.
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Listen
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I measure every grief I meet with narrow, probing, eyes. I wonder if it weighs like mine or has an easier size. I wonder if they bore it long, or did it just begin? I could not tell the date of mine. It feels so old a pain.
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Shake it shake it shake it girl, make sure you...
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Life is all about waking up each day to discover something new,
about meeting same people but making new conversation,
walking through old roads but still feeling nice about it,
realizing that you have grown a day older but still feeling young at heart,
meeting busy schedules but still finding time to smile,
being nostalgic about gone days but looking forward to better days to come.
Little...
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Watching gossip girl
and all the “so rich so pretty” girls on the show,
I wonder what it feels to live life as such a beautiful girl. Life would be so much easier if you were attractive. So much easier. so so much… And on top of that, rich?
Mm, Oh I am but a simple suburbian girl named Jane Doe—with plain Jane looks but no Doe-eyes to follow. Woe is me!
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I'd like to be a DJ today.
I shall keep updating with whatever songs on my mind tonight.
First, starting off with Muse…
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“We do not believe in ourselves until someone reveals that deep inside us is...”
– e.e. cummings