February 2012
The world keeps proving again and again to me that I am, indeed, incompetent. Not good enough. Behind. Not a success.
Can someone give me words of encouragement?
Can someone help me out? anyone? i need help.
can you please tell me that everything is going to be okay?
that im not always going to be like this? that im going to turn out fine. that im going to get a job. pursue a career i love. and make people around me proud?
because right now, i feel so unsure.
im scared. i feel like things are moving. time is passing. yet im still stuck in the same pit...
Who will speak for me?
No one. No one can testify otherwise. I am incompetent, inadequate, incapable. Far too imperfect to be part of the norm. Just not good enough. Unacceptable. Unacceptable.
Im just stuck here. I feel like im stuck here forever.
can some one vouch for me? no, no one can vouch for me.
things are flowing. time is passing by. and i am still here.
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